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girlEgirl



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kayso for everyone who doesn't know. the bitch-ass methadone clinic is kicking my junkie ass to the curb. and after 7 years being on 15o milligrams of this highly addictive opiode they are only giving me a 30 day detox. so in the last few weeks i have gone from 150 to like 40. well 75 today because OFF COURSE i took Sunday's dose. so tomorrow is gonna suck even harder. although from the way i can't stop twitching and want to crawl outta my own skin that just doesn't seem possible....
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walk



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you shall make it through this! if only so you can have ice cream!
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well you know that i'm not one to indulge in unhealthy behavior, but since i've been restrained enough not to kill anyone in the last three weeks, i guess maybe i deserve a treat.... oh wait you were with me that time i bought 17 pints of vanilla Haagen-Dazs at the groce-out, huh? {what was i s'posed to do? it was on sale for $1.49 a pint!!!}

so far it only hurts too much to to move, but i haven't been overcome with the inevitable terrifying dread that is usually accompanied by mild hallucinations and wanting to claw your way out of your own skin.... when that time comes, i prolly won't be able to interact for a coupla weeks , so at least i'll stop bitching.... until then i want nothing but soft sympathetic noises. and vague statements about how its not my fault (even though it totally is) and how awesome and pretty i am. any criticisms that aren't gentle and/or hilarious, will be met with tears and unreasonable rants....
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we'll flood you with bordello mojo and you will come out the other side independent!
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OOOOooooooh, that sucks. But we all know you can get through it, because you are STRONG!
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soft kitty
warm kitty
little ball of fur
happy kitty
sleepy kitty
pur pur pur

Very Happy Very Happy Very Happy
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girlEgirl



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thank you my fruit-batty friends for the support. for the record though, this forced administrative taper and subsequent month that i have to wait before i reapply aren't in any way meant to be permanent. i can't see any compelling reason to NOT spend the rest of my life on methadone maintenance. the unadulterated misery of the last few weeks have done nothing but reinforce the certainty that life without opiates is and will always be just full up with the bad. , and will hopefully i wont take my treatment for granted in the future.

i was of course warned one might even say, repeatedly, that after a certain # of not especially clean u.a.s i would be kicked (no pun intended )to the proverbial freaking curb with a painfully breif detox and have to wait a month before i can reapply there , but as you might have guessed i'm not large with the whole "path of least resistance thing"

also amphetamines are , as it turns out, not so easy to stop taking . even if you REALLY don't like them , and only started taking them because your doctor wouldn't give you the right thyroid medicine and you were sick of being sleepy all the time. and in response to the next thought that will occur to 98 % of the people reading this post ,OPIATES DO NOT MAKE ME SLEEPY!!! in fact when i started doing dope , most everyone thought i was doing coke. [oddly enough they don't really have speed in boston, or at least they didn't in the early 90's] but after a while my friends and family, (those that were still talking to me), learned to watch for the frenetic energy and the endless blah blah blah, as evidence that i was "using" again.

wait what was my point? oh screw it, my head hurts. but yeah, love u guys. [especially the ones that drop whatever it is they are doing , get in there cars, and bring me painkillers..... yup definitely love those fruitbats the most] :-}
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walk wrote:


like
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walk wrote:
soft kitty
warm kitty
little ball of fur
happy kitty
sleepy kitty
pur pur pur

Very Happy Very Happy Very Happy



love.
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i shall periodically post amusing distractions for thee my lady Very Happy
but right now i got nothing
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walk wrote:
i shall periodically post amusing distractions for thee my lady Very Happy
but right now i got nothing



bears?

bar stories, where you beat up rednecks ?
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girlEgirl wrote:

bears?




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girlEgirl



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Wonko wrote:
girlEgirl wrote:

bears?





thanks wonko,....good old wonko with his boobalicious vampire.
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girlEgirl wrote:
...good old wonko with his boobalicious vampire.


Award Winning boobalicious vampire
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